The "I Give Up" Prayer

I don’t want to get well God.  I can’t get myself to want to.  I don’t even think it’s possible for me to get better.  You can try, God.  I give You my will and permission to go ahead and change my desire so that I will want to try sobriety. I won’t fight you anymore, but I’m pretty sure it’s hopeless.  

This prayer was the beginning of the turn-around into sobriety for me. God turned my heart because I let Him.